saatnya menjadi Zefanya ! =)

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cukup sudah jadi Yosephine yang lama !
sekarang , saatnya menjadi Zefanya Yosephine Pauline Muaya .. !


Capek juga jadi Yosephine yang lama ,
sekarang pingin jadi Zefanya yang baruuu !
yang :

- Lebih sabar
- Lebih bersyukur sama papi JC
- Lebih setia sama bebek jelek Surya [ Aussie jauh bek .. =( ]
- Lebih total di pelayanan
- Lebih hormat sama ortu
- Lebih serius sama skola [ 2 tahun duank nih .. ! ]

pokoknya lebih TOTAL lagi di love , life nd maiii ministry dah !


harusnya Yosephine udah berubah sejak 10 Oktober 2006 ,
harusnya pas tanggal itu Yoephine udah jadi Zefanya ..
Yah , namanya juga manusia tempatnya salah ..
Akunya malah TOMAT alias Tobat Kumat mulu =p
hahaha


Tapi yang kali ini serius koo ~
Masak sama papi JC main main mulu .. hohoho


Semua ini terjadi gara-gara KKR kemaren ,
aku dateng sama temen-temen ..
awalnya males cox biasa dateng ama bebek jelek tapi kemaren bebek jelek udah berangkat aussie ,
dia nitipin aku ke sobat karibnya ssi sarbi surabi =p


awalnya terasa biasa ,
tapi begitu lawatan mulai ,
AWESOME !
semua benci ,
sakit hati ,
dendam , dkk ,
kek di buang gitu sama papi JC ..
leeegaaaa banget rasanya ..


itu yang bikin aku pingin jadi Zefanya ,
FYI , Zefanya itu nama baptisku which is nama yang aku pakai sebagai tanda kalo aku udah TOBAD ..
Zefanya ndiri artinya istri seorang pemimpin ,
awalnya aku ga tau napa harus nama itu ..
padahal kan aku belum kepikiran jadi istri ..
tapi lama-kelamaan aku tau kalo ternyata yang dimaksud itu supaya aku bisa menjadi 'wanita' seperti seorang istri ,
wanita yang :
- Mandiri
- Setia
- Taat
- Melayani dengan sepenuh hati
- Cinta Tuhan
dan juga supaya aku dapet suami pemimpin nantinya .. [ bebek jelek kah ? =) ]


Mungkin sekilas susah berubah dari Yosephine jadi Zefanya ,
tapi aku berusaha nd aku yakin Wif God oll things are possible ! =D


jadi sekarang saiiia RESMI jadi Zefanya Yosephine Pauline Muaya .. =)

Be content wif whad yhew have ,

for God has said ,

" Neva will I leave yhew ; neva will I forsake yhew . "

So say wif confidence ,

" da Lord is maiii helper ; I will not be afraid ."

Da fruit ovv da spirid is love , joiii nd peace .

We love him bcause He first love us .

Watch nd praiii o thad yhew will not fall to temptation .

Da spirid is willing ,

bud da bodiii is weak .

Vvo I am convinced thad neither death nor life ,

neither angels nor demons ,

neither da present nor da future ,

nor any powers ,

neither height nor depth ,

nor anything else in oll creation ,

will be able to separate us from da love ovv God thad is in Christ Jesus our Lord .

God is wif yhew in oll thing thad yhew do .

God is faithfull ;

He will not let yhew be tempted beyond whad yhew can bear .

Bud when yhew are tempted , He will also provide a waiii oud so thad yhew can stand up under it .

Love yhewr enemies .

Da steadfast love ovv the Lord neva ceases ,

his mercies neva come to an end ;

they are nu every morning .

Greater love has no one than this ,

that He lay down his life for His friends .

Love is patient ,

love is kind ,

Love does not insist on its own way .

Love bears oll things ,

believes oll things ,

Hopes oll things ,

endures oll things .

Love neva fails .

He will give His angels charge of yhew to guard yhew in oll yhewr ways .

On their hands they will bear yhew up ,

lest you dash yhewr foot against a stone .

Y os ePh in E update ..

ehm ..
hahaha
bingung mau nulis apa ..

tadi pagi ga au napa aku bangun jam 4 ,
tapi aneh nyh nyokap belum bangun ..
padahal biasa nyh nyokap uda sibuk di dapur ..
jadi bingung .. aku nyh yang kepagian ato nyokap yah yang kesiangan ==a

semalem tidur ceped cox J.F.W ga ada kabar ..
eh ternyata dia lagi ngeband ..
[ ngeband brapa jem tu anak ? ! ]
huff ..

pagi ini ke skola guru nyh ga ada ,
entah ke mana ..
kita di tinggal dengan seabreg tugas [ ga banyakbanyak banged ssih , mala cuma satu deh kek nyh .. =p ]

jelek nyh saia tidak bawa hupe .. huhuhu
padahal kangen berad ma J.F.W ='[

ya sudahlaaa ..
nasibbb ..

I know I stand in line

Until you think you have the time

To spend an evening with me

And if we find a place to dance I know that there's a chance You won't be leaving with me.

And afterwards we drop into a quite little place And have a drink or two.

And then I go and spoil it all By saying somethin stupid like "I love you."

I can see it in your eyes

You still despise The same old lines you heard the night before

And though it's just a line to you

For me it's true It never seemed so right before

I practice every day To find some clever lines to say To make the meaning come true

And then I think I'll wait

Until the evening gets late

And I'm alone with you.

The time is right

Your perfume fills my head,The stars get red.

And all the nights so blue.

And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid like "I love you."

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,You're all I need

Apa kabar semuanya ?
ha ha ha

Sudah lama sudah lama ...
ePh is here to share now !
Kangen sekali ngeblog ,
oh ya ... omong-omong ,
Proses penulisan artikel-artikel RAKA uda masuk ke bulan November ,
Puji Tuhan Januari sampe Oktober nya uda kelar ...
buad adik-adik AKA buruan dapetin RAKA edisi bulan ini yaaa ! [ promosi ha ha ha ]

malam kemarin saya lewati tanpa perasaan ngantuk sama sekali .
setelah menilik ke belakang ,
di masa-masa penuh kekecewaan ,
rasa kecewa dan murung akan sebuah kegagalan .
awal april terasa GAGAL buat saya ,
saya ingin belajar untuk menjadi orang yang lebih berbesar hati .

semua ada maksudnya ,
saya yakin Tuhan mencintai saya [ pasti ! ]
betapa Tuhan mengerti sifat saya ,
hingga dirangkaiNya kejadian-kejadian indah maupun sedih ,
yang dijadikan untuk bahan pelajaran kita seumur hidup [ more than school ... ]

saya akan mencoba untuk mengurangi kebiasaan saya untuk mengeluh ,
karena life can be beautiful if we want it to be beautiful .


toodless ~


-Yp-