Thursday, July 30

wanna break ..

this daee running normally ,
bud that doesn't always when maii English teacher held TOEFL test ..

I'm lazy to spend this daee ..
want a break from routine ..

at this time maii legs hurt ,
bud before that that was a film 'boys before flowers' , at least make miie feel better .. <333

maii brother recently introduced his new girlfriend ,
it means we can double date =D
not as usual
I was sleepy .. z___z
and it seems I will be soon sleeping ..
C U tomorrow .. !

J lu ~

xoxo
Yp

Wednesday, July 29

lagi sensi

I may be lonely to be born ..
sometime I think , for what i strive to become better ?
moreover they don't care boud me .. !
I always entertain nd make people smile back ,
but myself vulnerable .
I need as much support at this time
..
It's painful to realize that there is no one who supports even realize what i feel at this time ..
It seems the weight of all this alone ,
without support from those who should support me ..
at this time i was in my room ,
my body is weak ,
GOD
I need to hold your hand ..
I hold the freeze to GOD .. TT

J lu ~

xoxo
Yp